When I think of you.
You make me smile.
Sometimes you still make me smile.
I can feel you.
I’m missing you.
Where is my heaven?
Where can you be?
How do I get there?
Do I believe?
Where is my sunshine?
Where is your light?
I wanna see you.
So you can make me smile.
The most fragile part of me,
Nurses our strongest connection.
You live in my memory.
With a philosophy.
That now offers me completion.
I’m so well.
And it’s strange to be.
I’m torn by misdirection.
You’re my ambassador.
You personify my admiration.
So beautiful.
I live for you.
As you live for me.
This is such a happy ever after.
You traveled miles.
Now we’re past the finishing line.
We’re starting on time.
My music wears your name.
If they knew where to look.
They’d find it.
You showed me.
I am me.
Because you are. . .
Forever.
So magnificent!
The most amazing story I ever told, yet. . .
So much more to be written.
Thank you.
I’m missing you.
My love.
Love.
Missing my love.
I know I can hear you.
I’m missing you.
I only pray my skin can be as soft as yours.
My wisdom flow so fluidly from my mind.
My eyes shine so truly of my spirit,
And my laughter speak the clarity of time.
You were once the I, that’s now missing you.
You were once the baby, born. . .
And you had dreams of making a difference in the world.
God created us.
My journey was formed.
I feel you.
I hear you.
I see you.
I believe in you
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Good Men
My status yesterday got alot of good feedback and good comments, but I wanna clearify what I meant so there is no misunderstanding:Being a good man is not an act, but a guy giving a damn about himself and his life to better himself in every aspect. Notice I didn't say trying to be perfect. Good guys have flaws just like everyone else does, but alot of times we are the only guys willing to admit our faults, flaws, weak points and admit our mistakes. I felt like good men are not appreciated, NOT in a sense of what we are doing is not being noticed or it is being taken for granted, but when we get thrown under the bus with everyone else as if we are everyone else. . .Now I'm gonna stop you ladies before anyone gets upset to say this. . ."A good man understands".Now that I got ur attention back and we're calm again. . .Ladies listen to me for a sec and understand: Not all men understand, but a good man takes the time and puts in the effort to understand his spouse, fiance', gf, etc.Ladies all men make mistakes, but good men admit it, deal with it, fix it and learn from it.Any man can persuade a woman and put anything on love, but a good man takes that woman by the hand and takes himself, her and the relationship to the Lord who created it. wheter it be mother/son, sister/brother, gf/bf, etc.All in all ladies simply understand that good guys are not everyone else, bc we always stand out. We simply wanna serve our purpose to treat you like a Queen and be happy & blessed. Bye World
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Life On The Back Burner
Why is it that the things we most need in each of our lives we put forth no effort to preserve the good things we've been blessed with! EFFORT is the key word!! We put forth the effort to go to the bars, the clubs, get our nails done, get the brand new J's,the new Ed Hardy collection. We put forth the effort do all the things in life to boost ourselves up, but when God comes knocking at that door to tell you something we put it on the back burner.I've spent too many nights with a mind full of thoughts and trying to reach atleast one person and it hit me. . .We as people take too much time, making every aspect of life about us and being selfish, when LIFE is EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE around us.Everything mentioned earlier I do or have done, but I'm the only person willing to admit that I'm SELFISH!! Yes I said it. When I really need to be focused on everything that makes me happy. I need to be focused on family, school, my beautiful girlfriend, my job, my GREAT life that so many think is so unfair. LISTEN. . .Life is always going to be full of problems, but always put forth the effort in the things that make you happy. Good Night World
Sunday, July 12, 2009
500 Miles And A Dream
Listen to Heaven Can Wait by the late great Micheal Jackson. I dedicate this song to a beautiful woman. Good Night World.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Angel of Mine
I'll take her hand and take away all her pain so she may live to see another day. If it may, I'll walk the clouds as an angel and watch carefully over each and everyone of you. Until that time comes I'll sit and pray and write until I can't anymore.
I live to be happy, but very few understand that each and every day you wake up, you can't put anything important off. It's always great to stay focused on your goals, but never make yourself too busy to live and enjoy. I sit here in this room and look at how innocent she is, how peaceful it is when she sleeps, but how everything important to her she never puts off day in and day out. She's 4 and yet taught a grown man something people never realize.
I sat and cried my eyes out for hours, feeling helpless, confused and angry at times. Then it happened. . .she rolled over and sat up and saw my tears. . .and smiled with a those pearly whites that get me every time lol and said "Stop crying bighead, I'll be ok," yawned and went back to sleep.
And it lifted me up, but made me realize just like Bigg Jason's blog did, that what if tomorrow never comes. I sat there every breath she took and cried and begged don't let it be her last Lord.
To the wifey: it's not the time or things going on, it's me making sure you know day in and day out you are my one and only and how much I love you. There's not a day that goes by where I don't strive to be a better man for you and our future. My better half. . .the last Mrs. Stewart to grace this earth.
To my family: We're bonded by the grace of God and will always stand tall and strong and never divided. I love each and every one of you!
To my friends; We stand tall and strong through good and bad. We ride together like brothers and watch out for each other like family. I love you guys like you were family and in my book many of you are. We never fall!!
So as I close out tonights blog and sit here with bighead lol WE say to each and every one of you Thank You & We Love You.
Good Night World,
Mr. Stewart & Ms. Taylor
I live to be happy, but very few understand that each and every day you wake up, you can't put anything important off. It's always great to stay focused on your goals, but never make yourself too busy to live and enjoy. I sit here in this room and look at how innocent she is, how peaceful it is when she sleeps, but how everything important to her she never puts off day in and day out. She's 4 and yet taught a grown man something people never realize.
I sat and cried my eyes out for hours, feeling helpless, confused and angry at times. Then it happened. . .she rolled over and sat up and saw my tears. . .and smiled with a those pearly whites that get me every time lol and said "Stop crying bighead, I'll be ok," yawned and went back to sleep.
And it lifted me up, but made me realize just like Bigg Jason's blog did, that what if tomorrow never comes. I sat there every breath she took and cried and begged don't let it be her last Lord.
To the wifey: it's not the time or things going on, it's me making sure you know day in and day out you are my one and only and how much I love you. There's not a day that goes by where I don't strive to be a better man for you and our future. My better half. . .the last Mrs. Stewart to grace this earth.
To my family: We're bonded by the grace of God and will always stand tall and strong and never divided. I love each and every one of you!
To my friends; We stand tall and strong through good and bad. We ride together like brothers and watch out for each other like family. I love you guys like you were family and in my book many of you are. We never fall!!
So as I close out tonights blog and sit here with bighead lol WE say to each and every one of you Thank You & We Love You.
Good Night World,
Mr. Stewart & Ms. Taylor
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Love Her
Love That Girl For What She Is. Love Her For What She's Not. Love Her Past Her Pain. Love Her Like You Never Have Before. Love Her. Love Her. Love Her.
I was sitting here and thinking about how good life can be, and how bad it can be too. I sit here and think about every situation I've been in and people I know or around me have been in. One thing I've noticed is that there are alot of strong woman out there in the world. This is not a blog to tell guys to be better men or whatever, bc by now it's over-rated. This is simply to thank the women of the world, the good women that is lol, for being simply great & beautifuil.
Guys be thankful bc just like good guys, a good woman is hard to find. So guys lets take back our women and show them how much they really mean to us.
Good Night World,
Mr. Stewart
I was sitting here and thinking about how good life can be, and how bad it can be too. I sit here and think about every situation I've been in and people I know or around me have been in. One thing I've noticed is that there are alot of strong woman out there in the world. This is not a blog to tell guys to be better men or whatever, bc by now it's over-rated. This is simply to thank the women of the world, the good women that is lol, for being simply great & beautifuil.
Guys be thankful bc just like good guys, a good woman is hard to find. So guys lets take back our women and show them how much they really mean to us.
Good Night World,
Mr. Stewart
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