I'll take her hand and take away all her pain so she may live to see another day. If it may, I'll walk the clouds as an angel and watch carefully over each and everyone of you. Until that time comes I'll sit and pray and write until I can't anymore.
I live to be happy, but very few understand that each and every day you wake up, you can't put anything important off. It's always great to stay focused on your goals, but never make yourself too busy to live and enjoy. I sit here in this room and look at how innocent she is, how peaceful it is when she sleeps, but how everything important to her she never puts off day in and day out. She's 4 and yet taught a grown man something people never realize.
I sat and cried my eyes out for hours, feeling helpless, confused and angry at times. Then it happened. . .she rolled over and sat up and saw my tears. . .and smiled with a those pearly whites that get me every time lol and said "Stop crying bighead, I'll be ok," yawned and went back to sleep.
And it lifted me up, but made me realize just like Bigg Jason's blog did, that what if tomorrow never comes. I sat there every breath she took and cried and begged don't let it be her last Lord.
To the wifey: it's not the time or things going on, it's me making sure you know day in and day out you are my one and only and how much I love you. There's not a day that goes by where I don't strive to be a better man for you and our future. My better half. . .the last Mrs. Stewart to grace this earth.
To my family: We're bonded by the grace of God and will always stand tall and strong and never divided. I love each and every one of you!
To my friends; We stand tall and strong through good and bad. We ride together like brothers and watch out for each other like family. I love you guys like you were family and in my book many of you are. We never fall!!
So as I close out tonights blog and sit here with bighead lol WE say to each and every one of you Thank You & We Love You.
Good Night World,
Mr. Stewart & Ms. Taylor
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Bro, this and many things here lately have gotten to me. I know it is just showing my strengths as a man when this happens, but it is really showing me more and more how much we are truely brothers. You know that is how I feel, but like we have been saying, "What if tomorrow never comes?" I just want you to know that I truely love you like my brother. You have been there for me even when my own brother hasnt. I will always be there for you til the end! "We stand tall and strong throught good and bad..... We never fall!" Remember these words bro! Tell BIG HEAD we know she is strong. She has been through too much to be so young. She makes us stronger! Love ya bro!
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